Back! I have travelled and travelled
and travelled some more and finally glad to be back ‘home’ in the UK. It’s been
an experience and I am ready to put my feet up and… no, not rest… hehe… do some
reflective work in a quiet zone. No doubt I will be writing about it as I chew
on things…
Normally I
would have put up a customary post on my big day of the year. But I have been
thinking—among many other things I have been thinking—that I shouldn’t be so
much of a slave to routine or ritual for the sake of them. There’s no harm in
being a bit haphazard and chaotic to mix things up, is there? I am not going to
be too much of these things because that wouldn’t be me. But I mean, there’s no
harm being a bit less ‘I must do this because I must’ and a bit more, ‘go with
the flow’ if you know what I mean. Maybe that’s something I am going to try
this year. I made a small start when I started dropping off movies on Netflix
midway when I found them boring. Isn’t that normal, you might ask. It is but I
used to feel a tad bit guilty, maybe a crossover of how I would feel guilty if
I didn’t finish a book, as if it was due to lack of discipline or lack of an
attention span or something. Needless to say, I pride myself on these kinds of
things, on being someone who will go the distance no matter what it takes. But
I guess there’s no harm in taking stock of whether some things are really worth
making the journey. And some things just aren’t. That just means you have more
time and energy for things that are. So I suppose it doesn’t go against my
grain at all if I really add up everything.
posted by Sylvia D'souza at 9:32 pm
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