To Be or Not To Be

A little kingdom I possess,
Where thoughts and feelings dwell;
And very hard the task I find
Of governing it well.
~ Louisa May Alcott

...that more or less describes my situation!

~A Wise Man Said~

It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.
~ Aristotle

Wednesday, May 27, 2020
 
I did promise to say something more on the topic of the post before the previous one… but something happened to take my mind in a different direction. What I had to say is best said after sharing the following excerpt; it happens that I have shared this excerpt before on this blog but I focused on a very different aspect then…so it seems quite apt to share it again.

"I was cleaning a room and, meandering about, approached the divan and couldn't remember whether or not I had dusted it. Since these movements are habitual and unconscious, I could not remember and felt that it was impossible to remember - so that if I had dusted it and forgot - that is, had acted unconsciously, then it was the same as if I had not. If some conscious person had been watching, then the fact could be established. If, however, no one was looking, or looking on unconsciously, if the whole complex lives of many people go on unconsciously, then such lives are as if they had never been.”

~ Leo Tolstoy's Diary, 1897, excerpt from Victor Shklovsky’s ‘Art as Technique'

It seems to me that if moments that are lived unconsciously are as if they had never been, then moments that have never been but are made conscious in the mind would be as if they actually were. These would be our contemplative worlds or worlds of imagination buoyed up on literature or philosophy or any of the arts… they give us the sensation of intense living even when our physical lives may be routine or fairly unconscious. Such lives I would say are not as if they had never been… because they are very much lived consciously though on a different plane. What defines living then does not relate to material reality but to consciousness… as Tolstoy himself hints.