“It may be that when we no longer know what to do,

we have come to our real work

and when we no longer know which way to go,

we have begun our real journey.

The mind that is not baffled is not employed.

The impeded stream is the one that sings.”

—Wendell Berry

When I was a kid, I used to have many arguments with my brother about very small things. Like for instance, there was this Bollywood song. A line in it goes, ‘tera pyaar hai ek sohnae ka pinjara oh shehzaadi’ (roughly translates to ‘your love is a golden cage oh princess’). That’s what I heard when I heard the song, but my brother heard ‘tera pyaar hai ek tohtae ka pinjara oh shehzaadi’ (which translates to ‘your love is a parrot’s cage oh princess’). We had a heated argument over which one of us was right, but there was no Google at the time. To figure out who between us was right was difficult. Asking other people usually led to more fights about who was siding with whom. It was never the end of the matter.

After Google and the internet more generally, I would imagine that these kinds of situations should be rare. And now with AI, there is no question to which we need trouble ourselves for an answer. Not just factual questions of the kind Google is good at but even highly contextual ones. It's mind-boggling the way AI or LLMs come up with stuff—and I will reserve another post for all the ways in which it has turned out to be surprisingly useful to me. But I wonder about what we are trading in exchange for this powerful crunching of knowledge in seconds? Efficient answers at our fingertips? Quick solutions to all knotty problems? What happens when we do not have to 'not know' anymore in what was at one point an arduous journey towards knowing or maybe never knowing? If Google had never arrived, maybe my brother and I would be forever unsettled on the point of whether it was 'sohnae' or 'tohtae'. Would that have been a good thing or a bad thing? Isn't there something in the process of working out uncertainty for ourselves, no matter how uncomfortable, that we grow in some way? We learn many things even if we do not learn the specific thing we want to know, and we put to use these learnings when we encounter a new problem or puzzle. What happens when we get the answers from outside all too easily, quickly, confidently, never really deeply grappling with the question inside ourselves? I wonder...