You know how the last episode of a
series usually has a certain climactic tense mysterious rhythm? Like different
storylines are going to meet in some sort of unexpected way? Like the meaning
of everything that's happened so far will be revealed in some awful or awesome
moment? Like all the characters are on the cusp of something big and even they
cannot help but feel it...?
Dear reader, these days I feel like I
am in that last episode or cusp! The fact that I am moving house day after
tomorrow is of course one strand. But there are several others knotted together
and new ones are emerging all the time, as if they have a role to play in the
knot. My intuition is really cranked up to the max and I feel like anything
could happen. Awesome or awful? We'll just have to wait to find out.
In one propitious development, I met
with a prominent scholar in a related field. The fact that he is brilliant was
a given. Having read his work, the opportunity to meet him right here in this
little university town felt a bit like the mountain coming to Mohammed instead
of the reverse! But I think what impressed me even more than his intellect,
which is impressive in itself, was his attitude. I feel like it's this
combination of brilliance and humility or kindness that I find extremely
inspiring. That I wish to emulate to the extent I can. He did not have to give
me, just a budding scholar finding her feet, the time of the day. But he did
and did it in such a kindly way, treating me like an equal with a mind, that it
sort of restored my faith in the goodness in academia or the goodness in the
world in general. I guess it shows the fibre of a person that in spite of
growing in stature they do not lose their rootedness… which is why I respect
such people so much!
posted by Sylvia D'souza at 3:42 am
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