I have finally got a firm foothold on
the proverbial mountain I have been referring to for more than a year now! The
funny thing is that when you anticipate something for so long and then it
finally happens, you'd think I'd be a lot more jubilant. I guess I am not one
of those people whom you'll ever catch jumping with joy or excitement.
Especially if I have planned and struggled and worked hard to get something, I
suppose I feel relief or a sense of satisfaction that tends to have a calm
facade. It's not as if I am not happy but it's a tempered happiness that
takes stock of the present, past, future etc. and doesn't exaggerate the
event too much... because much still needs to be done... and I am not yet
there.
The summit is too far but the fact that
I have reached this point means it is ever more in my reach. Though in a rather
profound sense, I have never doubted I would be here... because if I had
come even this far from where I was, it was never to come only this far.
posted by Sylvia D'souza at 4:33 am
0 comments