"Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're
behind, the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself." ~ Baz
Luhrmann
So my dear readers, I published my first paper a
week or so ago. Here it
is if you'd like to have a read.
I remember telling my PhD supervisor that I
wouldn't be so proud on the day of getting my PhD as I would be on the day my
first paper is published. And I have to say it is true. It felt like the
milestone I was working towards these past years, and in a way, it felt like I
had arrived at the beginning of a new book. It's taken me many a volume before
I came to this book and only I know what has gone into this coming or becoming
of sorts. I feel in a way that it was destined... I was always meant to reach
this point. I couldn't help thinking how this blog itself is a testimony to
this. My paper revolves around Aristotle's ideas and the quote I chose for this
blog when I started it, aeons ago, is by Aristotle. And I also remembered while
I was musing about all this that my boss at that time gifted me a book 'The
Story of Philosophy' which greatly inspired me, particularly the chapter on
Aristotle. I use one of the quotes in that book to lead this article (luckily
my co-author is also very fond of this quote).
As you can tell,
it feels a bit like a full circle to me. In those days I hadn't the remotest
inkling that I would be moving my career in this direction or moving out of the
country for that matter or writing about the things I love reading and thinking
about. Nothing in my life till then had prepared me for it nor did anything
till much later. I guess I have a tendency to look back on my life and trace
the hidden patterns. It has always seemed to me that there is a logic or design
in it—one only has to look very carefully, closely, and attentively. Or perhaps
one acts on the things that unconsciously have a lot of resonance to oneself
and a pattern therefore emerges. I don't know which it is but I am not
complaining :)
posted by Sylvia D'souza at 1:30 am
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