All's well! I should have got down to
writing earlier but my usual excuse, 'one thing and another' :)
It's not that I haven't written
anything at all but it felt like I should be writing something very specific
about my new set of temporary circumstances on this blog and whenever there is
some specific expectation to do something, it feels like a chore. Not that
there is any reason to conform... probably it will come when the mood strikes
me - or not. Why do something out of boredom or obligation or conformity or
whatever? If only I were a person who just did things very randomly, slave to
nothing but my moods, hehe... that's not me but at least once in a while
there's no harm letting go of structures and disciplined modes of thinking...
The change from the UK to over here
isn't that big a change in the fundamental sense that my routines are fairly
constant. I suppose knowing it's a matter of weeks makes a difference too
because the routines that are a bit more difficult to adapt to, only need to be
adapted to for a little while. I am also fairly busy so rolling from one week
to the next without having a lot of time to think about it. And last but not
the least, people have made me feel very much at home here. It's always people
that make a difference to place I guess, and in that respect, I always realise
how lucky I have been only after the fact. In this case, I am trying to be more
conscious of it in the moment.
If someone had told me 7-8 years ago
that I'd be representing a UK university in China, teaching university
students, I would have gawked at them. None of those words, university, teaching,
UK, China would have made sense to me together or even separately. As someone
said, day by day nothing seems to change, but when you look back everything's
different. Just makes me wonder at how far I have come!
posted by Sylvia D'souza at 2:07 pm
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